Miller vividly recalls the first time he walked into the multistory, iron gray community center towering over North Halsted Street as a teenager in what was then the Boystown neighborhood.
“I remember walking in the Center on Halsted,” he said, “and being like, ‘Oh my gosh! This is the gay mecca!’” As he reached adulthood, however, Miller said he began to realize “you don’t really have a space in some of these gay spaces, because they are not specifically for Black gay folks.”
“Now, being 30 and Black as hell, I’m like, ‘Child, y’all don’t want nothing to do with us,’” he said.
As a teen, Miller sought out LGBTQ+ community spaces after sensing a lack of queer elders like him who could be part of his life.
“Most of the queer adults that I knew were white,” he said. “Most of the Black folks I saw were on television, like Billy Porter, Titus Burgess … I do remember specifically craving and seeking out those queer representations.”
That vacuum exists in part because of the AIDS epidemic that devastated LGBTQ+ communities in the 1980s and ’90s. Black people were disproportionately struck by HIV, while being consistently passed over for resources and care.
Even into the 2010s, Black Illinoisans had significantly higher rates of HIV diagnoses, accounting for half of new diagnoses from 2009-2013, despite making up 15% of the state population, according to the state Department of Public Health. As of 2024, Black people make up 46% of people living with HIV/AIDS and 45% of all AIDS diagnoses in Chicago, according to the city’s public health department.
Like Miller, Givens also remembers seeking representation in LGBTQ+ spaces as a teenager at Kenwood Academy High School in the 1980s.
He describes the more progressive school as a “safe haven,” where he felt confident enough to come out as gay. While still in school, Givens became a youth outreach coordinator with Brother 2 Brother, an HIV prevention program. He set up near schools to pass out condoms and raise awareness about HIV and AIDS.
Givens recalled being surrounded by a rich intergenerational community that guided him to a future of organizing.
“I was blessed to be taught by these spearheaders who were in the true trenches of when we were trying to figure out what this [HIV/AIDS] was when it was hitting the LGBTQ+ community,” said Givens, now 53.
Among them was Powell, a fashion designer who has dressed celebrities including Patti LaBelle and Chaka Khan while also devoting himself to AIDS awareness and fundraising.
“He lived in his own truth before the community of the kids started talking about ‘fluid.’ Boris has always been fluid,” said Givens, who eventually moved to New York City to work in fashion and interior design. “He accepted you for who you were; he also uplifted. It was something I admired and adopted.”
Although Miller and Givens come from different generations, they have similar experiences of feeling isolated from Chicago’s larger queer communities.
“At that time, Boystown was mostly white. So oftentimes, I would find myself being the only Black person there,” Givens said.
But the exclusion of queer people of color is not limited to the neighborhood now known as Northalsted, sources say; it exists within a lineage of white supremacy many Black queer people experience their entire lives, especially as it pertains to public health crises.
During the AIDS epidemic, Black queer Chicagoans’ experiences were erased on multiple fronts. Not only were they excluded from mainstream coverage of the disease, but Black newspapers such as the Chicago Defender initially refused to publish news regarding the impact of the crisis on Black communities.
News coverage often centered the white gay community, until Windy City Times created BLACKlines in 1996, in an effort to stray from white male-dominated queer media.